Christmas eve.

This christmas eve was wonderful. So cosy and full of light. I celebrated it with my mom and siblings at my sister Lindhas, Christians and Stures beautiful place. It's out on an island outside Gothenburg. We ate, drinked, calibrated and opened presents. Later we had to go by boat back to Gothenburg, when the ferries already stopped going. A perfect ending of a cosy evening. But unfortionately beeing out in the cold made me sick again.. But it was worth it, a very cheerful christmas.

Sture twinkle eyes.

The christmas table, place for many people.

Sture twinkle eyes II.

Susi in the christmas tree.

Beautiful christmas tree.

Grab a star.

This little girl called Barbie were on visit with her friend Batman.

Under the christmas sky.

Voice gone.

As I can remember I've only lost my voice one time before in my life. This is one thing I really hate. My sickness doesn't get better, the other way around, it only gets worse. When I loose my voice I feel like a prisoner in myself. I can't speak, laugh or the most important thing.. I can't sing. I can't go out in the cold and I have to watch the world through my window, thinking and hoping my voice comes back soon.

Sound of winter.

It's crispy outside. It sounds so beautiful when my bike is driving through the snow.. I love it. I have to drive slowly otherways I can fall to the ground. Forget about the cold. My legs are aching and my nose and cheeks become red. It's just the quietness that talks to me.. The snow isolates the world around, and the only thing you can hear is the squiking, cracking, crounching and crispy sound the bike and snow makes together.

Wintersleep.

Icey eye.

Sofia - Queen of winter.

Sickness/Good start.

I've become sick. I've found out that I always get sick every time I come to Berlin or go back to Sweden. Must be the bus, a great opportunity for bacillas and viruses to swirl in the air until they find another body to mess up. Must be that. But good things can come with this. When I'm sick I always get so creative and find everything cosy. Time for myself. After this one, I think a good start will come.

My hysterical, girly peppercake castle that I made today. Look at the little balconies. I don't believe in less is more. And I just burned my finger once.

Sofias dogs are my favourite dogs. Diva and Tara. And of course Gibson and Oliwer too. I hope Oliwer is still alive. Because of the family situation, we had to give him away.. God I miss him so. Thinking that I will never see him again, makes me so sad. I think about him often, always will.

I make these flower brosches in different fabrics. Cute huh? :) I sell them f0r 50 kr (5 £) each! You can also buy them at Sofias Byrå

Slippery outside.

Yesterday I was at my nephew's baptiste/birthday party. I played a song to him with him at my side and he was totally still while I sang. Great to see the family again and so crazy to see a little kid growing so fast. Where does time go?
I just came from outside and now it's winter for real, when you breath in the cold frosty air and your chest get's stunned for a while. Welcome slippery, glittering, beautiful, freaking cold winter.

The party dude Sture.

Too many things.

On the way out to Donsö.

I spy birds.

Home again.

After a time in Berlin it was time for me to go back to old SWE again. I'm so happy over the time I had in Berlin this time. But now it's time for me to start all these stuff I have to do.. But first some good sleep. Traveled far through the whole night.

Tired Susi.

Sometime in the morning somewhere.

At track 3 looking at track 2.

What do you see?

Berlin house under construction.

Janek in action! At Equalizer's great release concert.

Finally the train goes towards home.

Hearts in Berlin.

Right now I'm back in Berlin for a little trip. I'm so happy to be here and meet everyone that means a lot to me again, and I'm filling up my inspiration source. I've already been playing violin at my dear friend Madeleine Bloom's release consert, lovely experimental music, check her out! I'm spending time here with the most beautiful Janek <3. My heart is beating. I'm blushing, I feel creative and I'm smiling.

Fragile/Strong

I love to capture windows, but I also love to capture stairs, but not to walk up.

Astrobar

Lights and pain.

My arm is hurting like hell and my body is restless and is cramping. I took the shot yesterday and thought my body were strong to stand the side effects but I was wrong. But somehow this pain is kind of cosy, it lets me tuck in myself and to take care of myself a bit. No feeling of beeing creative. Today me and my mom fixed a little advent feeling in the flat and now the christmas is highly welcome. Tired eyes looking into all the fuzzy lights.

Moving soundlessly.

Yesterday I made many of these cute christmas cones. They will be at the store Sofias Byrå.

Towards the tree alley.

Not yet winter.

Morning hell.

I don't know why I'm always so bored at the mornings, the time goes so slowly. I always feel that I can't start doing anything creative when it's early and to bright outside. Today I tried to fight this by getting up when I woke up. Then my body should be done with recharging. I've realized the more you sleep the more tired you get. Tomorrow the fight goes on. And now it's only six days til I'm in Berlin! Looking forward to that.

Thinking about you.

Outside my window #1

Outside my window #2

Outside my window #3

Something in my eye.

My feet is hurting and I got something in my eye. It never goes away. Something lies there irretating, burning. Again this morning I woke up me kicking my leg in the sleep so hard that I hit sharp edges. This happens too often. If I don't do that I wake up screaming. My dreams are more wierd then ever. Much going on right now and my subconsciousness tells me that something soon will happen. Yesterday I took a walk in the animal park. I realized how important it is to me meeting animals and talking to them. I got totally relaxed and smiled.

Diva and Susi.

The coolest bird ever. We had a long talk and it was standing infront of me and danced, talked and jumped a long while.

Zopf monki!

Hellu.

Bööööööh!

Music can wait.

Yesterday I met up with Kheira in Gothenburg, I haven't seen this sweet little meedchen girl in a long time. We walked around in the city and filled up our inspiration sorces. Later I made another photo shoot with Sofia to her store and I did hair and make up, it's so fun to be so girly sometimes. I've decided now, that the first thing to do and get developed in, is photos. So next up is to start a photo company. Music can wait, it will be there with me forever anyways. It feels like it's a smart choice.

Another bride pic I made for Sofia.

Süsse Kheira

Susi close up.





Boten.

Somewhere between Alingsås and Gothenburg.

Trying hats at the great, cute, inspiring store Prickig Katt.

Scary baby dolls!